How sweet the silent backward tracings! The wanderings as in dreams- the meditation of old times resumed- their loves, joys, persons, voyages.-W. Whitman, 1888
Near the end of his life while full of reflection and wonder, Walt Whitman penned the poem above simply titled Memories. The poem offers a meditative summary of life past and a pensive commentary on the increasingly lost art of reflection. For Whitman, the memories of time past take on a ghost like quality enabling the dreamer-poet to recall loves, joys and the journey they yield. The poem demonstrates how easy it is to become lost in thought and the innate human desire, on occasion, to re-experience our hallowed past.
As Christmas nears, Whitman's poem aptly describes my thoughts in reflecting upon two years of blogging. As I sift through the archives, it is with more then vapid nostalgia that I revisit my life's online snapshot beginning in December of 2004. If the blog has assumed any sort of theme it is the one perhaps most intuitive: consistent change. As a twenty-nothing, I suppose this period of life is by definition somewhat transitional. Something new always appears at each, least expected point and the future is far from definite though increasingly less so.
But what makes Pax Plena exceptional for this period of life is that it has remained my only constant. Together we have explored a time of tumultuous, domestic political change seeing the GOP make tremendous gains in 2004 only to find them utterly dashed by Democrats in 2006. Internationally, we have witnessed the devastating effects of Islamic fundamentalism in Iraq while America concurrently faces a rising threat of the same from Iran next door. Personally, I have traversed the plain of all-night paper writing and coffee to the reality of college graduation and work. Generally, we have shared thoughts on everything from philosophy and theology to college football and love. When I think about the above, I am most proud that our humble slice of the web has been varied and peculiar. I believe this is mostly true to life. For life is oddly akin to blogging insofar as we weave many disparate elements together while compacting them into an odd, eclectic mix of conversation we call existence.
But Whitman seems to indicate that while sometimes change comes to us, in other instances we act to facilitate its actualization. Thus have I arrived at the present juncture for this blog. The time to interject change is appropriately on the two-year anniversary of when I began. There are many reasons for calling it quits. None will be more convincing than to say that I simply feel the time is ripe to move on toward other creative/political outlets. My daily posts and the discussions they have generated over the past two years have provided me a tremendous amount of fulfillment, but the process also requires no small amount of effort as the many half-begun blogs which last only a couple of weeks on end can attest. Suffice it to say, having an opinion articulated on various issues in a public forum is no easy commitment.
To the regulars who have come by, I offer my sincere appreciation for your comments and remarks at length. In our democratic republic, speech is always better than silence even if we part company in our respective views. For those interested, I plan to leave the site ‘running’ for a time though no new post should be expected. Rather, the archives will remain undeleted should anyone wish to review a post or add a few additional comments. I will most likely respond at some point. Within a month or two, however, the entire site should be pretty well abated. As always, I will reserve the right to revisit the blog at a later point- Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton have taught me well that nothing builds a following quite like indecision.
Next year the political winds will herald the arrival of Election 2008. New domestic issues will appear on the American plain. New classes will graduate from College. And a new generation of Americans will claim their birthright and pursue nothing less than the American dream. Abroad, different challenges will arise in the Middle East. New solutions will be sought in Iraq and options will be weighed for mitigating situations with Iran and North Korea. The need for leaders of integrity and courage will continue apace. Somewhere within all of the chaos a new blogger will take up the mantle and weigh in. To borrow a line from Whitman, in another place I will read the post while silently ruminating on the backward tracings of my two-year foray into blogging. I will think about the conclusion of my college career and how swiftly life can change.
And then I will smile in meditation of old times resumed if only for a moment.





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