Book Review Coming Soon

My Struggle  Karl Ove Knausgaard

Last week, I was contacted by Archipelago Books in Brooklyn about doing a review of Norwegian author Karl Knausgaard's latest book, My Struggle: Book One.

With a goal of ten book reviews for the year and having produced all of zero to date, I readily agreed. That Knausgaard is a heavily decorated writer in his home country only adds a post-hoc validity to my decision. As Newt Gingrich demonstrates, wisdom is as much about appearance as it is about prescience.

According to the press release:

A Norwegian Marcel Proust. This nerve-striking, addictive piece of "hyper-realism," by the Norwegian Crtics' Prize-winning author of A Time for Everything, has created a phenomenon throughout Scandinavia. Written as though his very life were at stake.

Almost ten years have passed since Karl O. Knausgaard's father drank himself to death. He is now embarking on his third novel while haunted by self-doubt. Knausgaard breaks his own life story down to its elementary particles, often recreating memories in real time, blending recollections of images and conversation with profound questions in a remarkable way. Knausgaard probes into his past, dissecting struggles - great and small - with great candor and vitality. Articulating universal dilemmas, this Proustian masterpiece opens a windows into one of the most original minds writing today.

Mr. Knausgaard's work has been already published abroad as a behemoth, six-volume set. While the first book of the volume has yet to be released in the US, pre-release copies have earned glowing reviews from The New York Review of Books, and London's The Independent.

My Struggle is set for publication on May 12, 2012. Readers can pre-order a copy on Amazon here. More to come.

The Most Depressing Day of the Year?

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According to a bit of sketchy science, today is supposedly the most depressing day of the year.

Psychologist Cliff Arnall says the third Monday in January is the most depressing day of the entire year, dubbing it Blue Monday.

Arnall's formula factors in the weather, time elapsed since Christmas, failed New Year's resolutions, and debt.

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The theory has largely been discredited, but it's not difficult to see how Arnall could arrive at that conclusion. Three of my new year's resolutions have met an untimely demise - including a naive hope of blogging four times per week, and drinking less alcohol. With Tebow out of the playoffs, and my favorite GOP candidate folding up shop, today seemed a lot like Blue Monday to me. The only thing more pathetic than this particular Monday is the measly army of dolphins we have defending the Strait of Hormuz.

Lest I seem bluer than usual, I have taken some proactive steps out of the doldrums. For example, Lifehacker suggests that many resolutions fail because we are the saboteurs of our own goals. His solution is a printable online checklist, which admittedly is pretty cool. Another blog I read called "The Art of Manliness" (don't laugh) suggests that the key to increasing willpower is simply a matter of putting in the time to create new habits. I'm not sure that this idea is limited only to the manly, but it makes sense to me that better habits beget a temperate lifestyle.

So, in hopes of developing new habits, and in celebration of the somewhat new year, I'm glad to finally share my list of new year's resolutions, including the one's I've already broken, and only three weeks late. For the tech savvy, the full list can be found here, courtesy of a nifty website called Accompl.sh, which allows users to develop lockable lists for long-term goals. For everyone else, below is a more structured summary, divided into categories for your perusal:

Spiritual:

Read the Bible in one year - I did this fairly consistently during high school. But in college I more or less became a little heathen as kids are prone to do. Needless to say, I could stand to gain from such wisdom on a more frequent basis.

Go through Confirmation - My wife and I have attended an Episcopal Church for over a year here in Tucson. The denomination's commitment to "scripture, reason and tradition" is increasingly where I feel most at home theologically. I hope to formalize what I already believe through the rite of Confirmation.

Memorize the Nicene Creed - We recite this creed nearly every week. And nearly every week I feebly turn to the Book of Common Prayer to supplement my lack of memorization. This needs to change before my neighbors in the surrounding pews start to notice.

Blogging:

Blog four times per week - This unfortunate resolution needs to be amended to blogging twice a week. With a dissertation in the works, it's become nearly impossible to blog as often as I once did. My hope is that quality posts will compensate for a lack of quantity.

Finish ten new book reviews - Last year, I introduced a bimonthly book review. This year, my goal is to complete ten of these. I think this is realistic depending upon the supply of material available from publishers.

Professional:

Complete my dissertation in time for Spring Graduation - After some 22 years of education, it's time to give school a rest.

Find gainful employment - Gainful is an interesting word. Its common usage relates to wealth or profitability. A secondary use relates to an increase in resources, and productivity. I would be happy with a job that encompasses either definition.

Move back to OK - Barring a big change in plans, and with only slight trepidation, I plan to make this the year that I return to my home state, and begin some form of a career - hopefully in academia.

Fitness:

Ride my bike twice per week - This goal hasn't happened in the new year either. But with a newly minted bike computer on my desk, I expect to resume riding in the near future.

Drink less alcohol - In College, we would jokingly proclaim, "die liver, die!" before a night out. But rumor has it, I may need my liver later in life. With age 30 knocking at the door, it's probably time that I punish my body less.

Reclaim my high school weight - I won't say how much I once weighed, but I will say that married life has ably dealt a blow to my younger, more active self. Aside from weight loss, I hope to make fitness in general a bigger priority.

Random:

Finish War and Peace - I've begun Tolstoy's master work no less than four times. And each time it has defeated my will to power through. This time, I'll be armed with a reading plan that coincides with Lent.

Finish The Brothers Karamazov - My wife and I had hope to finish The Brothers Karamazov together in November. Somewhere between Thanksgiving and early December, we abandoned our plan. With a little over halfway to go, this should be easily attainable.

Save money for a celebratory vacation - After getting married in mid-August 2009, my wife and I immediately made the long move to Arizona. Alas, being but poor students, we weren't able to take a honeymoon. With my SJD nearing completion, we plan to finally take a trip somewhere - if only we can set aside a few greenbacks.

Top Ten Posts of 2011

Sunrise in Oklahoma

Per usual, the end of the year quite nearly escaped my watchful eye. Nonetheless, like many, I am hopeful for the possibilities of a new year, if only because 2012 isn't 2011.

In terms of output, I'm sad to say that my blogging could not have been much worse. I had my least productive year since Pax Plena began - way back in late 2004 when I churned out a paltry four posts in seven days. Still, all was not lost. I would like to think that the quality (and length) of my posts has improved even if the frequency has somewhat declined.

Tomorrow, I intend to share my New Year's resolutions and the like. But for now, please enjoy the following rundown of top ten posts, arbitrarily selected and categorized by yours truly.

And, as always, may the best of 2011, be the worst of your 2012. Happy New Year!

1. Some Thoughts About My Sister

Best Post.

So, last summer when she called to tell me she was engaged, and early last fall when she called to tell me she was pregnant, I got a little misty-eyed, knowing that my kid sister wasn't a kid anymore, but an amazing, beautiful, competent woman - who is now an amazing, beautiful competent wife and soon-to-be mother.

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2. Bike Ride Along the Rillito River

Most Read.

I suppose in a perfect world, a river bike path, would run along side an actual river with water in it. But this is Tucson, and things are seldom perfect in the desert. Truth is, calling our Rillito River a "river" is a bit misleading. In reality, it's a dry sandbar where a perennial river once flowed.

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3. Obligatory Royal Wedding Post

Funniest.

As an American, I'm genetically predisposed to loathe all things 'monarch.' But rumor has it that Prince Bill married a Muggle (or commoner) across the pond, and this is allegedly a big deal.

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4. Book Review: Jesus, My Father, The CIA, and Me

Best Book Review.

As I noted, giving life a sincere rifling isn't an easy undertaking. Ours is a veritable age of depression. Whether it's feeling inadequate for being stuck in the 99%, or latent concerns about the future of humanity, we homo sapiens tend to have more skeletons in our closet than Conrad Murray after a fresh supply of Propofol.

But somehow, Cron's memoir reassures readers that this is ok - that wading through the bullshit of life isn't a journey taken alone, but something we all do to cope with the complexity or our own existence. Somewhere between page one and the end, readers come to understand that they are reading Cron's piece, but the themes explored could well be their own.

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5. Making the Case for Lent

Most Spiritual.

My wife and I started attending an Episcopal Church recently. In all honesty, it's probably the first church we've both been enthusiastic about attending since we got married.

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6. Little Pricks

Most Provocative, Second Most Spiritual.

I can't help but think the cactus has it right. The little prick. At risk of being over broad, the verse above strikes me as the simplest statement of Christianity ever written. At its core, the message is a compact one of assurance, written to all those twisting in the winds of the stock market, written to all those questioning whether their education is worth the price, and written to all those forced to watch Netflix Streaming because they cancelled their Cable TV package.

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7. Rock Bottom

Most Humbling.

There, winking in the sun, was exactly the bowl I needed - if only I would dumpster dive to retrieve it.

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8. The Meaningful Life

Most Philosophical.

Biologically, we call the creative process procreating. Commercially, we call the creative process innovating. And when we create simply for the sake of creating, we call the creative process art. When the products of any of these processes are exceptional, we call the general result, beauty. And this is what makes life meaningful.

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9. Quiet Friday Nights

Most Depressing.

This is good news really, but not all that good for my pseudo-existentialism. What's next? Worsening unemployment? America shutting down the space program? Lost tribes still in the Amazon? Casey Anthony acquitted of murder? It's all more than my wine-drenched nerves can take.

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10. Approaches to Finding Contentment

Best Analysis.

I'm not sure that either extreme 'corners the market' on finding contentment. Aside from being qualitative rather than quantitative, contentment is almost an entirely subjective state of being. My dog finds contentment in her red Kong Toy. Some people claim that they can escape their troubles simply by riding a bike. Others try to find contentment by preserving as much of the present as possible, even to the point of absurdity.

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Silent Nights

O God, who hast caused this holy night to shine with the illumination of the true Light: Grant us, we beseech thee, that as we have known the mystery of that Light upon earth, so may we also perfectly enjoy him in heaven; where with thee and the Holy Spirit he liveth and reigneth, one God, in glory everlasting. Amen.

The Christmas activities have pretty well abated here at the Fodder Family farm. Presents were demolished with a vengeance on Christmas Eve, in accordance with our somewhat quirky tradition. Alexas enjoyed her annual Christmas rawhide. And Gwyn's Christmas Day ham came out with a glaze of golden perfection.

Late last night, I spent sometime out on our porch, pipe-in-hand, looking at the winking stars of a cold Oklahoma sky.

I don't know what the birth of Christ was like in Bethlehem. I wasn't there. But something in me hopes it was a bit like the satisfying quiet of last night.

Happy Christmas, Friends.

On Significance

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I expect the photo above will be instantly recognizable to anyone using the Lion OSX operating system. The image is of the Galaxy Andromeda, located some 2.5 million light-years away from Earth. The image is also the stock desktop wallpaper on Lion OSX - an image that some of us have, perhaps, never bothered to change.

Even if I knew how to change the picture, I'm not sure that I would. Anytime I fire up my computer, I find my self enamored with the image because it establishes so well the lot of mankind set against the awesome reality of the cosmos. It's also interesting to me that the picture looks so serene when in reality, the Galaxy Andromeda is one of the greatest threats to our existence.

That's a bit of hyperbole. But it's also true. Upon consulting the infallible oracle of information, Wikipedia, some 4.5 billion years from now, the Andromeda Galaxy is expected to collide with the Milky Way Galaxy, leaving the fate of our entire planet and solar system unknown. One scenario envisions the solar system being dislodged from the Milky Way Galaxy entirely. There's a joke about lactose intolerance here, but I'll spare you. (Happy Christmas.) It's probably a sad commentary on my mindset these days, but upon learning of the pending, galactic collision, my initial thought was to find out whether the event constitutes an act of God under my Progressive insurance policy.

The point of this post, of course, is not to worry about a cosmic event that, with luck, I'll never live to see. What especially interests me about the image is what it portends for our significance as individuals inhabiting this tiny blue marble amid the dark sea of the unknown.

Interestingly, Rick Warren's daily e-mail blast offered an insightful, albeit somewhat unctuous, take on the significance of human life. After noting the American epidemic of depression and dissatisfaction, Warren suggests that the key to addressing such feelings of despair is a matter of turning our thoughts outward, rather than inward:

That’s us. Our own personal drive to have more, be more, and do more causes us to lose sight of what really matters. But that isn’t how God wired us. Life isn’t about what you make, who you know, or what you do. Life is all about love — loving God and loving others.

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Warren's solution for malaise is the committing of one's life to some form of service to others - not merely due to altruism, but because of an innate will to do something more than simply exist.

He also has a bit of secular support from one of my favorite bloggers, Penelope Trunk. In a recent post, she notes an initial feeling of dissatisfaction with her present work/life balance - that is until she invited someone to help her get organized. Not only was the guest an absolute nightmare, but the loss of Ms. Trunk's usual routine (cooking for her family, driving her kids to various practices, and lessons, etc.) made her realize how much she missed her family regardless of the monetary reward earned by more work. Again, significance is determined based upon a commitment to some external motivation, rather than aims focused upon the self.

Finally, even avowed atheist, Vanity Fair Editor, Christopher Hitchens, who is locked in a painful battle with esophageal cancer, has noted the significance of simple things in his life. Despite his many accolades as a writer, and a life full of professional accomplishment, Mr. Hitchens is struggling with the effects of cancer treatments on his vocal chords. The treatments have, at times, robbed him of his ability to speak, leaving the written word as his principle means of relaying information. This is, of course, quite an ability, and in the hands of Mr. Hitchens a formidable tool, indeed. Still, in his latest column, Hitchens makes plain that what he would most like to have back, should he win his battle with cancer, is his ability to speak.

I think Rick Warren is on to something here...

Less than two weeks ago, I learned that one of the people most instrumental for my foray into cycling had passed away. There and Back Bicycle shop owner Steve Vihel had long endured an enlarged, and thereby weakened heart. I would say that Steve suffered from this affliction, but in many ways he so embodied the type of life that Warren is describing, that to say he suffered would be a gross misrepresentation of the way in which he lived.

I have no idea what Steve's spiritual beliefs were. All I know, and will forever remember about Steve is the way that he reached out to people. Whether encouraging a novice cyclist such as yours truly, or jawboning with customers who were avid cyclists and friends (or what Steve called "friendstomers") it was obvious that Steve loved what he did, and the experiences it provided. This is even more striking when I consider that Steve lived his entire life knowing he might die at any moment. This is the reality for all of us, and yet for Steve the matter was pressing, having had two cardiac scares in his early twenties, and having lost his mother to the same condition sometime before.

Yet, at the end of his life, after reaching out to hundreds of cyclists here in the Tucson area, Steve did a most unusual thing:

That morning, he had some ice cream and the hospital staff snuck some beer into his room. He took a sip from a straw, and proposed a toast. Here's to new beginnings.

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When the Milky Way and Andromeda galaxies collide a few billion years from now, I don't know that there will be much left of mankind to indicate that any of us have ever existed. For all I know, mankind will bomb itself into oblivion once the Martians attack, and the Chinese realize we'll never make good on our debt.

But as Rick Warren, Penelope Trunk, and Christopher Hitchens have all learned, the end doesn't much matter. The significance of our lives is what we make of it now. And like Steve Vihel, I hope that my time on Earth is spent loving people, and that it ends with a sip of beer and a toast, "to new beginnings."

My Thoughts on Tim Tebow

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As a loyal fan of the Dallas Cowboys, I haven't willingly followed Tim Tebow's performance this season.

The problem, of course, is that it's quite nearly impossible to watch football and miss Tim Tebow's performance this season - largely because everyone feels the need to opine at length about it, or perform the odd "Tebowing with Santa," to make their views absolutely clear.

When I say everyone, I usually intend the word to pack a bit of melodrama. In Tebow's case, it stands to reason that not everyone can form a definitive opinion of a rookie quarterback no matter how famously heralded his college days were. (A simple look at former USC QB Matt Leinart is sufficient to make the point. Leinart took his team to the BCS National Championship, and won a Heisman Trophy while in college. Yet, his most famous accomplishment in the NFL has been a guest appearance on Ashton Kutcher's Punk'd.)

But in Tebow's case, quite literally everyone who watches football has conjured up some type of opinion on the Broncos QB. From ex-quarterbacks who remain skeptical, to religious experts who seem baffled, to NBA super star LeBron James who flat sounds supportive - heck even Bill Cosby took a break from promoting pudding pops to weigh in on the Tebow phenomenon. Naturally, Bill C. is a fan.

Among current and recent NFL players, those who have faced Tebow on the field sound mostly bitter.Not only has Tebow gone 6-1 as a starter, but he has done so in electric fashion, leading five come-from-behind victories deep in the fourth quarter.

Those who haven't faced Tebow on the field seem more concerned about Tebow's public displays of faith (PDFs?), than his actual performance as a quarterback. These include former Rams QB, Kurt Warner, and former Broncos QB Jake Plummer.

Given that everyone else has beat me to the punch, in the grand tradition of Thursday morning quarterbacking, here's two-cents from yours truly. I think the best summary of the Tebow phenomenon come from the National Review's Rich Lowry:

Raised by missionaries and home-schooled, Tebow sets off cultural tripwires. He says he’s a virgin. Feminists were outraged by a gently pro-life Super Bowl ad he did with his mom about her troubled pregnancy when she was carrying him. But as writer Daniel Foster notes, what is most off-putting to some people about Tebow is his utter lack of irony and sheer earnestness. Doesn’t he know life isn’t a 1950s sitcom? Can’t he leaven his impossible goodness with a few readily identifiable vices? You can almost hear his critics urging him, “Shut up already about God, and please start failing.”

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It's hard for me to imagine the National Review offering a cogent bit of football analysis, but Lowry's piece summarizes the Tebow controversy superbly. The simple fact is that Tebow's off-the-field critics couldn't care less about his style of play - which has opened up a new era of NFL football with the running game again taking center stage through an option-based offense in a league of pass-happy teams. And Tebow's off-the-field critics don't much care that he has gone 6-1 as a starter, and led five come-from-behind wins.

Tim Tebow's off-the-field critics care only that he supposedly injects his faith too much into his public persona.

While the diagnosis is relatively clear, I cannot understand the rationale for criticizing Tebow simply because he unabashedly shares his Christian beliefs in public. The repressed lawyer in me can't help but feel that the entire notion cuts against the very best traditions of our Nation, and its typically fierce protection of the freedom of speech. Note that society and the courts tend to tolerate the freedom of speech in the form of pornography, hate speech, corporate campaign contributions, and the desecration of the American flag. Yet for reasons completely inexplicable the chattering class is fixated upon Tim Tebow's dropped knee, and bowed head on the sidelines.

As Lowry notes, the latent issue seems to be that Tebow's public profile is a new model of counter-culture, one harkening back to the values and social conventions of a more innocent time. This almost makes Tebow's NFL career a post-post-modern phenomenon. The earnestness of his beliefs represent a stark contrast to the socially acceptable idea of NFL players, and athletes in general, reveling in their vices - including time spent in prison, womanizing, drugs, alcohol, gambling, etc.

Given the opposition, doubt, and outright ridicule that Tim Tebow has faced in his short career, I hope that he has a long, prosperous, championship-filled career in the NFL. And I hope that he silences each and every critic again, and again. As Frank Capra demonstrated some 65 years ago, the world needs more George Baileys, and fewer Henry Potters. If Tebow isn't the NFL's George Bailey, then I'm not sure that the league will ever have one.

And so, Tim Tebow, Godspeed. Here's hoping it's a wonderful life after all.

Slight Self-Call, and Plug for a Friend

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My friend and fellow grad student, Chris Schumerth of Anderson, IN, runs a blog, eponymously titled "The Schumerth Shuffle." Chris covers a broad swath of topics, including teaching, religion, sports, politics, and, yes, even feminism.

His recent series of interviews has featured a number of interesting folks, ranging from seminarians, philosophers and academics, to yours truly - who is really none of the above.

If I had to typify Chris's virtual interviews, I would describe his questioning as candid and forthright, cutting to the quick of his interviewees, and striking at the essence of prompting honest replies. Stating matters differently, he has a number of interesting friends, who are glad to go on the record for a stand-up guy.

Be sure to check out his blog here. And if you're so inclined, check out his interview with your lowly blogger, here.

 

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